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05 July 2000 Wednesday 19:33 Ally McBeal tonight. 

Hiya! Nothing much to add today, nothing new has happened in my otherwise dull and office bound life. Maybe added a little more to my work relationship with Dewi. Had a long long chat about computer games. Which was nice. Also fixed (hopefully) a problem with one of the data collection software programs at work. Hopefully, I think so, nohow. Boy the guy there was so long winded. He had to explain everything. Come to think of it, he was probably doing it because he’d had it looked at soooo many times. 

Also, Mr replacement for my job is showing up tomorrow for his medical. Get to see him, finally. Hopefully he’ll be interesting. Actually please GOD! Let him be interesting. Otherwise, it’ll be, well sticky at best, more like trying to move through solid rock with my social skills. 

Also when I saw Nicky for the last time. That same old weird parting feeling. The soft, kindof sad, kindof longing, when I left mum to come down here. It felt so familiar. I thought it’d be completely different for a different person. Guess I’m not that complex huh? 

And if anyone out there thinks I’m weird, you’re small-minded, dull and probably un-interesting. You should realise that real people have personalities. And everyone, everyone has their own dreams, own world on the inside, and they’re all different, all unique and all weird. K? Yeah, trite I know. But it’s true. 

A profound truth is one that’s true when it is also it’s opposite. < So that isn’t a profound truth. Or is it? I can’t think. 

I must remember to back up my computer. I’m like the opposite of the rain god out of  HHGTG, I love computers, but they crash around me. 

Hope you liked that little update on the state of my parasites. Today I cut myself shaving. Also Today, mostly, I have been shadow boxing with lead battery pillars.[ to strengthen my muscles. ] 

I am without consumables. I discussed this with myself. I do not need cloths and cars, and music in order to name my fingers or to sprout weird Sci Fi Ideas. (The best way to make up sci fi ideas is to forget the science bit and just think you’re making up techno fantasy. Works for me.)
 

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